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posted : 4.21.2012
title : Low Point
This is gonna be the lowest point of my year. Ever since the January 1 I tried to make a 356-day challenge to jot down things that I am thankful for in a day. This past few days I've been struggling to write anything in my list and I just can't find it in myself to extract something good that happened in the day. And right now I just feel nothing. I feel like I'm nothing. I pretty much know I'm just a freaking dot in the world but I never felt this small and insignificant in my life. I never felt to alone and left out. I just feel I'm not good enough to be a daughter, to be a friend or anything worthy. My usual trick of watching funny videos didn't work, music pretty much didn't comfort me one bit, and even sleeping this off isn't just good enough. Just last week I walked out of the church in the middle of the Mass. What has happened to me? It seems like everything is so fucked up. Or is it just me that is fucked up?

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